| still 139... :)
here's some updates!
I got a job. Not saying where :P
Since some people are veg.
I don't want to offend them.
But honestly, I am too.... I am just falling off the wagon. It's a real hard choice to make, but I'm making it ! Woo!
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And I got a new psychiatrist. I am basically demanding that I get evaluated for Asperger's.
I really want answers! ! !
ANYWAYS. That's about it.
Hopefully I'll break 139 soon!
139 lbs is the lowest I've been in 4-6 months!
YAYYYY I'll break it!
YAY
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Bri |
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| And I'm doing it the healthy way! :)
Just regular calorie counting and good exercise!!! :)
Oh, and I exercised for 12 minutes today, which breaks all of my previous records! LOL
I ran at 6.0 mph for 5 minutes. Also, I powerwalked for 7 minutes at 4.0 mph.
I didn't run 6.0 mph for 5 minutes STRAIGHT, though! I ran at 6.0 in short bursts, but they all together added up to 5 minutes. :)
And I powerwalked in between the bursts, which added up to 7 minutes of that.
:)
I ALSO FIT INTO SIZE 5/6 IN HYDRAULIC JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I know most of you will hate me.
But I have chosen NOT to starve.
I want to make my parents happy.
I want to make those around me happy.
I don't want to make them miserable,
because it's visible that I have an extremely low self esteem.
I don't want to make myself miserable,
because of eating a fucking cheeseburger...
I am fighting a battle.
I am winning it.
I am brutally killing the demons inside.
I can do this.
I can exercise, and eat normally.
I refuse to calorie count to the point of depression.
Thank you to missnihkii ...
You most likely saved my life <3
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Bri |
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| The picture explains most of it all <3
I know I'm chubby, But I just want to know what I looked like when I lose all the weight. So then I can keep it all off <3
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